Confused and afraid – no more

By Antwon Rose


I am confused and afraid
I wonder what path I will take
I hear that there’s only two ways out
I see mothers bury their sons
I want my mom to never feel that pain
I am confused and afraid

I pretend all is fine
I feel like I’m suffocating
I touch nothing so I believe all is fine
I worry that it isn’t though
I cry no more
I am confused and afraid

I understand people believe I’m just a statistic
I say to them I’m different
I dream of life getting easier
I try my best to make my dream true
I hope that it does
I am confused and afraid

Antwon Rose, unarmed, was shot and killed by an East Pittsburgh police officer as he ran from a car that officers had stopped.

❝ The officer fired three shots at Rose, hitting him in the back and killing him.

Sometimes it’s just too much work for a copper to run after an unarmed kid, especially if the kid is Black. Shooting him is so much easier. No worries about justice for the kid. Not in Amerika.

How many cups of coffee help your heart?

❝ Despite the fact that having too many morning cold brews makes you feel like your heart will explode, a study from PLOS Biology released Thursday shows that there’s an optimum amount of coffee you can drink to maintain a healthy heart. “We’ve disproved what doctors have told your grandma: Don’t drink coffee if you have a heart problem,” study co-authors Joachim Altschmied, Ph.D. and Judith Haendeler, Ph.D., tell Inverse.

❝ Altschmied and Haendeler, both University of Dusseldorf biologists, explain that there is extensive previous research demonstrating the health effects of caffeine at a “physiologically relevant amount” — namely, four cups. “It’s known that four cups or more of coffee lowers the risk for heart attack, stroke,, and diabetes,” says Altschmied. Now, they know the reason why this happens: Caffeine can “push” a protein called p27 into the mitochondria, or energy powerhouses, of heart cells. This, in turn, can help those heart cells function more efficiently. In their experiments, Altschmied and Haendeler found this process had a time-machine effect: The mitochondria in caffeinated old rats performed as efficiently as mitochondria in the healthy younger rats.

The team are optimistic that this mechanism could have implications for people recovering from heart attacks, but they are adamant that this research is still in its infancy. They’re also sure that there are some patients who shouldn’t be drinking caffeine to improve heart health…It’s important not to overdo it,” Altschmied adds.

But if you can handle four or more cups of coffee a day, this research seems to indicate that you’re doing your heart a solid favor.

Over decades, I’ve taken to heart [pun intended] serious research that said I should stop drinking coffee – then, returned to the habit a few months or even years later when subsequent research corrected errors in the earlier studies.

Now, it seems we’re moving forward, again. Recommending coffee and a wee bit of caffeine as a useful substance for heart health. OK by me.